The longer I am away from it, the more clear it becomes that I was drowning in shark infested waters. In a lightning storm. While trying to pull others to safety. As management was yelling at me to do better. While eating my pizza. And throwing rocks.
I don't miss it.
....was 22, had no insurance, had presented 16 times in the last 8 months for the Holy Trinity of Pain Complaints* and wanted oxycodone for menstrual cramps.